Wednesday, March 17, 2021

Heart beats.. for somebody

I realized my heart started beating for somebody.

Sun shines suddenly when dark clouds start moving or the dark clouds starts moving because Sun started to shine. This is still a question to me. Life started becoming little peaceful, joyful and meaningful when the sun appeared from nowhere. Was it destined ? The dark clouds started to disappear gradually. All I used to say is heart pumps and beats, not for somebody, but it is for human body to work according to the nature. But suddenly my heart also started beating and I realized it does beat for somebody.

Why human relationships are so complicated ? Two people are to be together if they love each other. Should it be labeled and tied with a name – married ? Any two people irrespective of gender should be allowed to be together, if they love each other. That’s my point and I realized it when my heart started beating for somebody.

We all love music, the rhythm, the beats, the instruments, etc, we enjoy as well. But the lyrics is understood only in pain. Music brought us together and all I wished to sing together for the rest of our lives. We just started humming and suddenly the interruption, the birds slowed down and started thinking if we ever can sing together again. Its love this side but unconditional and love that side with more of responsibility. What wins now, the unconditional one or the demanding one ? Question is not that, the person who is supposed to extreme happy with two loves, will ever be happy again ? Unconditional love ends up leaving the person to be happy without demanding the presence all the time. I realized it when my heart started beating for somebody.

The harsh words, taking the frustration out on me, the helpless of not spending valuable time are easily understandable and manageable. I can still take it because I love somebody from the bottom of my heart, unconditionally. Preloaded pain can still accommodate more because I realized my heart started beating for somebody.

This beat will also stop some day but will never stop loving somebody. There are more lives left to meet and live happily ever after.