Thursday, June 6, 2019

Krishna is a feeling !

Yes, Krishna is a feeling. Its just like how you want to see him – God, a cute & naughty kid, a lover, a brother, a husband or a friend ! You can feel him the way you wish to !

If you feel him as a GOD, he is there around you, bless you and you have the confidence to go to him for all the obstacles that you face. I can sit infront of Krishna for hours without asking for anything, just keep looking at the idol. Udupi Krishna comes infront of my eyes. Such a divine feeling it is ! Anybody would feel blessed. At times I have shred tears sitting infront of GOD for no reason. The small idol with so much of supreme power ! I just ask him to guide me on the right direction as he thinks and he does ! I trust him completely and surrender at his feet.

Krishna is a kid any mother on earth would wish to have ! Blessed is Yashodha who was able to experience and enjoy his childhood. So beautiful it is. We are grown up listening to Krishna Balaleela and imagine either ourselves as the cute little Krishna for all his naughtiness or would have wondered how he used to manage with friends to steal butter, milk and curd ! His little feat, little hands and naughtiness overloaded. I had a feeling when I was a child, that Krishna will come and save me if I ever get into the trouble with bad people. Yashodha, a blessed mother to have Krishna as her child, would have scolded him, tied him to the tree, tried to scare him by telling ghost stories…. Such as innocent creature she was, unaware of being a greatest devotee of Lord Krishna.

I run out of my words if I think of Krishna in youth. His love for Radha is just eternal. She would have been the happiest person having Krishna in her life. The Antahpura Geethegalu surely bring tears to learn about his connectivity with Radha and other Gopikas. While leaving Brindavana it was a pain around to get separated from Krishna without having a knowledge that if he ever returns.

Krishna as a friend… Sudhama knows, Arjuna knows ! Bhagavadgeetha is just amazing to learn how a friend can support his friend when in confusion or sad ! He can eat the dry poha to make his friend comfortable, returns with bundle of joy and happiness that one cannot imagine. Droupadi would not have needed more having Krishna as her brother. He cares, he protects, he supports and he understands. He can realize that his beloved is in trouble and runs to support.

Meera Bai remains a greatest devotee of Krishna forever. Her trust and her faith in him was undoubtedly amazing. She always believed Krishna as her husband and lived like same till the end. sacrificed everything for her love and devotion to Krishna. Until her last breath, Meera breathed Krishna and only Krishna. Such was her belief, devotion, and love towards the Supreme Power that manifested on Earth in the form of Krishna.

Krishna is a feeling ! An amazing feeling !

Friday, October 12, 2018

ಅವಳು ರಾಧಾ..ಇವಳು ಮೀರಾ..

ಅವಳು ರಾಧಾ..ಇವಳು ಮೀರಾ..

ಕೃಷ್ಣನಲ್ಲಿ ಬೆರೆತವರು
ಅನುರಾಗ ಪಡೆದವರು

ರಾಧಾ ಮಾಧವ ಜೋಡಿ ಜಗದ್ವಿಖ್ಯಾತ
ಇಲ್ಲಿ ಪ್ರೇಮ ಜೀವಂತ
ಪ್ರೇಮವಿಲ್ಲದೆ ಬದುಕಿಲ್ಲ
ಸರಸವು ಮಧುರ ವಿರಹವೂ ಮಧುರ

ಮೀರಾ ಮಾಧವ ಜೋಡಿ
ಭಕ್ತಿಯ ಉತ್ಕಟತೆಯ ಮೋಡಿ
ವಿರಹದ ಸುಳಿವೇ ಇಲ್ಲ
ಅನುರಾಗವೇ ಬದುಕೆಲ್ಲ
ಕಣ್ಣಲ್ಲಿ ಮನದಲ್ಲಿ
ಕಣಕಣದಲ್ಲೂ ಮುರಳಿಯ ಮಾಧುರ್ಯ
ಮನವನರ್ಪಿಸಿ ಶಾಂತಿ ಪಡೆದಂತೆ
ಜೀವನವೆಲ್ಲ ಕಾತರಿಸಿ ಮಾಧವನ ಸೇರುವಂತೆ 

Tuesday, October 31, 2017


ಮಾಧವ ಸೋತದ್ದೀಗ ಮೀರಳಿಗೆ
ಮಗು ಮನಸ್ಸಿಗೋ, ಮುದ್ದು ನಗುವಿಗೋ
ಮೆಲ್ಲ ಬಳಿಸರಿದು ಮೂಗುಜ್ಜುವ ಪರಿಗೋ
ಮಧುರೆಯ ಬಿಟ್ಟು ಮಡದಿಯ ತೊರೆದು
ಮಾಧವ ನಡೆದದ್ದು ಮೀರಳೆಡೆಗೆ...

Friday, May 3, 2013

It’s the little things that matter..

Yes and I mean it.

While we aim at the bigger achievements and better bargains, it’s the little things which give us the satisfactions and the pleasure. Atleast I find happiness in smaller to smaller things like leaving a note of smile if I find my people sad, cooking food of their choice and feed the first bite from my plate. Leaving a sweet message for my beloved ones so when they wake up in the morning, they feel good and that brings smile on their face. I strongly believe that first feeling of the day will energize for the whole day.

Can you imagine just a call or a message to let me know that the other person is remembering me, brings a bundle of heavenly pleasure? “I called just to hear your voice and to say hi to you” !! It’s an amazing feeling, trust me. Sharing a chocolate or a small “just like that” gift with a sweet note to a best friend, I swear the person never leaves you ! It’s a warm hug makes wonders in life when return home fully tired.

When the couples are busy in their own professional life, taking care of the extended family and kids, never get time for each other. It’s a good morning kiss which makes the day fantastic ! Nothing to lose when the couples go for a late evening walks sharing their interests. If the spouse finds a “miss you” note in the travel bag when away from home, the whole world means nothing infront of spouse.

My friend rightly says, it’s not required to buy gold or a precious gift to show the care or love to the other person. Its only words or vibes, which tells us the story of one's importance.

Thursday, May 2, 2013

Me and my stupid feelings….

When you were leaving today, I was in tears as if this is our last meeting. Am not sure why I have a soft feelings for you though I know the fact. Why you came to my life, why not hold my hand on the path for the life time !!

I have a feeling that the road on which we are walking now is going to be narrow. We both are two parallel lines and can never meet. But still heart cannot understand what brain understands ! Am not like this, but when it comes to you, I’ll be lost.

We didn’t go around, didn’t spend hours together, didn’t exchange gifts or didn’t even get a second to look into other’s eyes to understand what is hidden there ! But still you have become like a part of my heart. It feels as if that someone has cut a part of my body and it is bleeding. I’m not getting words to explain further.

Am serious when I say this, that now I can understand how difficult it would have been to others who wanted me in their life and I turned my face with a NO signal !

Please don’t go….is all what I can say ! Just can’t hold my tears now also.

Me and my stupid feelings !!!

Thursday, January 19, 2012

Best friends for life !

How much a female can be a part of males life as “best friend” ?

I get to hear the bollywood mantra that “a girl and a boy can never be only friends” !!..not in all the cases ! Agree that not only best friends, but much more to it than just falling in love.

One such case infront of my eyes. Relationship took too many turns and the outcome was a shock !

They were colleagues, became good friends and then best friends in a very short span of time. He was younger to her and was more attached to her. For smaller to smaller needs, there was a dependency on each other. It was surely not LOVE ! She used to care for him along with his parents. She was well accepted by his parents also as a daughter.

Once he saw a baby picture on her desktop and did a sketch of it to gift her. She was in tears when she received his first gift. The relationship was so deep that she used to sense if he is in trouble. She was everything to him, a sister, a friend, a guide, a mother and a mentor as well. Many talents he had which he himself didn’t know, was recognized and appreciated by her. He was so close to her that he never wanted to have more friends. It was an open relationship known to all. One strange thing which always happened was, she used to dream about him as he is in trouble and asking for her help. Second she always wanted to be with him on his birthday, which never happened. So she always bought two gifts – one of his choice, and one hers.

Everything should come to an end.

He left the job and joined another company. This was just a physical distance but gradually distance increased. His parents were looking for alliances for him and he had to travel to US on his work. She was in total dark not knowing what is actually happening. Either he was busy or ignoring, but they lost touch for months. One fine day, she herself went to his parents place to know if they are doing good bcos son was in US. It was a bad day – she saw him sitting inside along with his parents. She was shocked that he never told her also when he came back from US. Later his mother also told that he got operated on appendicitis and his marriage was fixed !!!!! She was not aware on any of these. Obvious she was hurt for the fact atleast he could have informed on this health. It was a bad hit on “Best Friend” relation. She was angry on all the three and came out of the house. Surprisingly, he also didn’t try to call her back.

Wedding went well, but “best friends” never met. Almost an year, they didn’t talk…both were expecting other to give up and come back. But she used to get same old dreams like he is in trouble and he needs her help. She tried contacting his parents to know his whereabouts. He was happy in his married life, but she was hurt, burnt and suffered….

New year day..

She tried, but never succeeded in forgetting him for one year. So she thought of calling him to patch up again, by ignoring whatever happened. For various reasons, he didn’t feel like patching up again. She felt the heat of the rejection but couldn’t do much. But it was a jerk for her that he will never be back in her life.

Twist in the story…

One more woman in her workplace, devotee of Ravishankar Guruji, has excelled in deep meditation and spiritual power since 10 years, cracked a mystery of their life. She told everything what she feels for him and why !

Why she had suffered a lot because of him, why she used to do extra care, why she did fasting when he was not able to clear MBA how she was able to sense whenever he was in trouble, why she just can’t hate him or forget him, why every second her mind thinks about him, why she felt all his pains…

He was an abnormal child in his past life who died as baby and SHE was his MOTHER in her past life !!!

She was still carrying those cosmic rays in the present life, and could not come out of the motherly affection in the next life also. He didn’t realize all these and never bothered also.

Sad part of her is…. she knows he is in trouble now also and the reason for the problems, but helpless to do anything for him because of the distance he is maintaining. Her mother heart is not able to tolerate this, but nothing can be done apart from wishing good for him.

That friend/mother is still waiting anxiously for her best friend/child to come back to her. This past life mystery will haunt her through-out of her life.

Best friend of this life was a child in past life !!!

Sunday, October 31, 2010

Finally it happened…

Paul the Octopus is no more… Paul died in sleep, they say, but GOD knows how !

Paul became internationally famous for correctly predicting the winner of each Germany's seven matches at the 2010 World Cup, as well as the final. Paul's selections were designed so that he was presented with two boxes containing food in the form of a mussel, each box marked on the outside with the flag of a national football team in an upcoming match. His choice of which mussel to eat first was taken as indicating his prediction of a win for the country whose flag was on that box.

Isn’t it amazing ? An animal predicting the winner of the foot ball world cup ! Well, former Argentina coach Diego Maradona instead found the Paul as psychic and was glad that he is dead.

Opinion differs !!

Finally it happened…

I never saw my workplace how it looks after 9 pm. This is really crazy that I had to stretch for more than 14 hours without break..! Had a long drive all the way in the night from my office to my sister’s place which is close to some 22 kms. One of the bad days in my career. Stress and politics lead to frustration and feel like walking out of the place.

Finally it happened…

One of my best friends broke up with her boy friend after some 5 break-up & patch-ups in 4 months period. And the reason being, her status on FB was ‘looking for friendship’ (mind it, it was not relationship). Another reason was, he gifted a precious diamond ring and she wore it on a middle finger. I can understand, if she denies wearing on the ring finger, but he took a decision to ditch her bcos she didn’t wear. Instead he could have told her not to wear when she was checking the ring size.

Was wondering, if the relationships are so sensitive, why people get into relationships and if the basic trust doesn’t exist from the day one, how can the so called, LOVE grew so much. !! If the love is so strong and divine, why it breaks up for silly reasons like this.

Finally it happened…

Thought of moving on with life, with what I get. I get what I deserve is a simple logic. Personal or professional life, one has to be strong enough to face challenges and get on with it. May be it sounds like more of a preach, but its true that one comes alone to this world, and goes alone. The more we are attached to the people around us, the more we get hurt.